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Gen Y Speaks: My loved ones were desperate when I left law school. But I’m glad I chased my own dreams

“We are disappointed in you” are arguably some of the most painful words a person can receive from their parents.

And that’s exactly what my parents said when I told them I was dropping out of law school.

You see, growing up, I was your cookie-cutter straight student. On paper, I always seemed to have everything in my life.

I was born overseas and grew up in Toronto, Canada. I graduated as one of the top students in my high school class. During my undergraduate studies in psychology at the University of Toronto, I received several awards and scholarships and graduated with great distinction.

I was then accepted into a postgraduate juris doctor program at the City University of Hong Kong with a generous entrance scholarship. My family was living in Hong Kong at the time, so this seemed like the perfect move for me.

For many, being a lawyer matches their innate strengths and characteristics, and practicing law allows them to contribute to society while earning a good living.

However, after completing the first year of law school, I realized that becoming a lawyer was not the best way to use my skills and talents to contribute to society.

When I decided to withdraw from law school after finishing first year, it created a lot of friction with my parents, classmates and Chinese colleagues – who all thought I was immature and selfish to leaving a very convenient and secure career path.

A CHANGE OF IDENTITY

Growing up, my sense of identity was tied to being ‘high level’.

Although I reached the traditional notions of success in school, I hadn’t taken the time to explore what other possible definitions of success are.

Perhaps it was a mixture of cultural, parental and societal factors that led me to develop the belief that if I wanted to be successful – or at least be seen as successful by others – then I only have a number limited career paths to aspire to.

Naturally, becoming a lawyer made sense, and I was thrilled to have the opportunity to study law.

During my first year of law school, I did an internal internship in the legal department of a multinational hotel company. Everything looked great from the outside.

However, the more I observed the actual work of lawyers on a daily basis, the more I realized that I was not interested in taking on the responsibilities or positions held by the best lawyers in the department.

I also found it difficult to give my full attention and best efforts to the work I did as an intern, even though I was known as a hardworking student.

Also, compared to my law school peers, I didn’t have the same drive to master the legal subjects or knowledge we were learning.

It was then that I knew something had to change.

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